Every second of every minute counts how you spend it whether laughing, crying, focusing on the things you don't have or on the things you could not get.
Our lives at every level have up and downs but is how you decide to spend those times that matter.
While you still can, do what you have not done, go on that vacation to Costa Rica, become a hiker, go camping or on that fishing trip you always wanted to go on
but live while you can your life to the fullest,
I believe God would want you to!